don't postpone joy

Thursday, April 20, 2006

all the way NT

I'm sorry.
still not able to send the pics. BUT what I will do, is promise to, at some point today, get all the way naked and sit here in front of the screen.

and next week, I'll either have a new phone, or figure out the software for my digital.

Wednesday, April 19, 2006

meaning

does it mean anything that I wore panties today? and if so, what does it mean that I'm accidentally wearing them inside out??

Tuesday, April 18, 2006

Peace, Love and Joy

and money, of course.
Really, though, I had an entry started on integrity. I have since been moved to write otherwise. www.wordweaver-tashe.blogspot.com.
they have waited for her, as they have for me. I know this to be true. inherently. people tell me. that is not my proof. I am my own proof. I don't know what it looks like to be the leader of masses, and yet, I am she. once there is a preconceived notion, then that idea becomes regular again; one capable of only regular outcomes. I have not been practicing. I have been living lately, safe and reasonable. complacent and resigned. nothing extraordinary has happened. the clearing I created for myself and my life has been ignored. everything has become so significant. really, I did all that. I have been making myself suffer. there isn't a need for that. everything matters, yes; unless of course, it doesn't.
what I can tell you today, is that we, every single one of us on the face of this earth, are part of One. so, to punish a part, a person we judge to be undeserving, is to punish the Whole. this rambling is all about a conversation. with God. Hitler. Mother Teresa. Lee Havey Oswald. JFK. Mussolini. Ted Bundy. Lady Di. Buddha. Oprah. Mohammed. Rush Limbaugh. Jesus. Bin Laden. Pope John Paul. George Bush. Madonna. Tupac Shakur...can you not see. all created from the same womb. it is indeed possible, that each has a valid point of view. not that yours should change because of it, but that each considered theirs valid. and judgement of "man" has made their views right or wrong. what if every single one has validity and purpose?
You know that miracles occur every day. you know that anything is actually possible. get a handle on that YOU make a difference. what would it be like if the world were filled with embodiments of you? what do you think about that? if, in one way, or another, each of us had and did just as you. what is it that you want the world to be? lead by example as have others before you. if what you be is the reflection for what you want--today--how does that look to you? where is the adjustment?
Relax your judgement just for today. Just for today consider the most evil person, dead or alive, worthy of love. your love. God's love.(which are, by the way, One in the same)
Just consider it, ok? Try it on.

Wednesday, April 05, 2006

hi

wow, I love getting messages from you.
I'm ok.
dealing with myself.